Never the same.

It was never the same

The sun shines above our heads.

It's the same sun, the same sky,

but still, it's not the same place,

it's not the same...

Because it was never the same

to love and be loved.

And it was never the same

when you smiled at me

and when I smiled at you.

Although the guitar

may have been, at some point,

between my hands

and your hands

at once, 

it was never the same feeling

for you and for me.

Nothing.

I got lost in the shadows,

but you were not there.

I fell into the deepest holes

but you were not there either.

You needed help

and I gave my life to be the one

who gave it to you.

You were sad

and I was the only one

who made you smile.

And still, what have you given to me?

Nothing. Not even a kiss

to remain in my memories.

Not even a word

to make me believe it could be true.

Saxophonisits.

This is the story of...

a saxophonist.

And whoever that girl was, standing there in the crowd...
She met him quite late, though they were still young.
He was nice, he was kind, he was clever, he was witty.
But he was a musician. A saxophonist.
And as he seduced her he kept his mind to himself.
As all musicians do. They make you believe in what their music tells you.
But then it comes out it was all just a show.
And you are left there, with your broken-heart.
With no memories to remember, but many lies in a few songs.
He was a saxophonist. And although he was very much like me, he never saw his reflection in me.
And although I was also a musician, he was never impressed by my own show.

Well.. HELLO!

Introducing a person is not easy at all... So I decided I would find one of those sick questionnaires I used to answer when I was 10 years old.

Although it's somehow old-fashioned, I still seem to like answering this random facts!!

There it goes...

1. What is your name? Marga (I seem to have forgotten all about the anonymous part of the blog)

2. How old are you? 16

3. Are you sure? for a few months, I think so!

4. What is your earliest memory? a pink pajamas and... well, yes, that.

5. What is your favorite alcoholic drink? red wine

 6. What is your favorite vegetable? peas

7. Do you remember your first day at school? not elementary... I remember secondary school first day
.
8. What is the worst exam result you remember ever getting? a 5'1/10 at maths (elementary school); a 7'1/10 at Spanish (at secondary)

9. How tall are you? about... 1'65m

10. Can you swim? bitch, please, I live in Mallorca! that means, YES

11. Who is your favorite movie actress? Katherine Heigl

12. Who is your favorite movie actor? Patrick Dempsey, Ewan McGregor, Orlando Bloom, George 
Clooney, etc.

 13. Who is your favorite comedian? Agustín "el Casta" (local)

14. Who is your favorite politician? Mahatma Gandhi

15. Who is your favorite historical figure (been dead for at least 100 years)? Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

16. Who is your favorite super-heroine? Mulan

17. Who is your favorite super-hero? Spiderman

18. Can you name a female scientist other than Madame Curie? myself?

19. Who is your favorite mythological god or goddess? Athenea

20. Who is your favorite woman of all time? those in my family

21. Do you agree with "An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth"? no.

22. Do you agree with "Life does not forgive weakness"? yes, I do. not physical weakness, though

23. Do you agree with "It is the enemy who can truly teach us to practice the virtues of compassion and tolerance"? ah... yes, it's true...

 24. Do you agree with "The state can do what they want to do"? yes, until the people stand up

25. Do you agree with "If I had to choose between betraying my country and betraying my friend, I hope I should have the guts to betray my country"? well, it depends on the betrayal, but I think no.

26. Do you agree with "If the path be beautiful, let us not ask where it leads"? yes, I agree. life is a path, and the way is what matters... Carpe diem!

27. Do you agree with "Crime is a product of social excess"? yes

28. Do you agree with "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you"? yes

29. Do you agree with "And mankind is naught but a single nation"? yes

30. Do you agree with "Bulimia is soooo '87"? I can't answer, I have no idea

31. What is the worst movie you have ever seen? Bad Teacher

32. What is the worst TV show you have ever seen? realities, all of them.

33. What is the worst book you have ever read? Execution Dock, by Anne Perry

34. What is the worst song you have ever heard? Friday, by Rebecca Black

35. What is the worst sport you know of? Olympic weightlifting.

36. Who is the worst movie "star" ever? Victoria Beckham (is she in any film? haha)

37. Who is the worst comedian ever? those from English humor and fat people. ugh.

38. Who is the worst author ever? Once I read a book I don't like of an author, I never try again. But Anne Perry and Carlos Ruiz Zafón, kill them.

39. Who is the worst musical act ever? let's say Justin Bieber, because it says worst and music in the same sentence and I don't understand the rest ;)

40. Who is the worst sports "star" you have ever seen? Fernando Alonso

41. If you could go back in time to witness an historical event in person, what event would you want to see? the Berlin wall fall

42. If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go? Cuba

43. If you could meet anyone in the world, who would you meet? Eduard Punset

44. If you could become famous for one thing, what would that thing be? a book.

45. If you could buy anything regardless of cost, what would you buy? an unknown island

46. If you could change any one thing about your country, what would it be? the government

47. If you could change any one thing about international politics, what would it be? selfishness

48. If you could meet any famous person who is dead, who would it be? John Lennon

49. If you could become dictator of the world, would you? Yes, in a democratic dictatorship.

 50. If you could eat an entire cow at one sitting, would you? If I'm hungry enough... why not?

51. Have you ever illegally downloaded music/TV shows/movies from the net? well, FBI, yes, I confess I have... but wait a minute, I'm not in the United States, so to hell with you! 

52. Have you ever used illegal narcotics (yes, even pot counts if it was illegal at the time)? no.

53. Have you ever gotten any points on your driving license? I don't have a driving license yet!

54. Have you ever stolen anything from a shop? no.

55. Have you ever bought alcohol or cigarettes while underage? no.

56. Have you ever bought alcohol or cigarettes for another person who was underage? no.

 57. Have you ever tried to cheat the taxman/social security/other government agency? not yet.

58. Have you ever ridden on a train or bus without paying? no.

59. Have you ever been arrested? not yet.

60. Have you ever been charged with a crime ... ? no.

61. What's the furthest you've ever been from home? Egypt

62. Where have you visited that you would like to go back to? Lapland - Finland

63. Where would you like to visit that you haven't yet? New York and Cuba and India and...

64. Where is your favorite place in the world? Portopetro

65. Where have you visited that you hope never to go to again? Madrid

66. Where would you definitely never go to? Korea

67. Where is your least favorite place in the world? none

68. What is your favorite way to travel? train

 69. What is your least favorite way to travel? bus

70. What is the capital of Assyria? should I know?

71. What was the last movie you saw? Spiderman 3

72. Was it any good? Yes, yes, yes, yes!

73. What was the last book you read? I'm reading The Innocent Man: Murder and Injustice in a Small Town, by John Grisham... Last one I read was The ABC Murders, by Agatha Christie.

74. Was it any good? yes. Poirot rules!!

75. What was the last song you listened to? Wherever You Will Go, by The Calling

76. Was it any good? the good classics stay good. wonderful!

77. What was the last computer game you played? The Act

78. Did you do well? needed some help because my boss was choking on a cigarette and I was unable to save him. thank god he had endless lives. haha

79. What was the last meal you ate? rice with fried egg and tomato sauce

80. Was it any good? I was hungry, it was wonderful

81. Do you believe in God/Goddess/Gods/Goddesses? I believe in the power of something we can't bare, which we are and always be unable to understand or know

82. Do you agree with the war in Iraq? no.

83. Do you believe in aliens? yes.

84. Do you agree with the theory of evolution? yes, I do.

85. Do you believe in reincarnation? ehm. I'm not sure. but let's say no.

86. Do you agree with the idea of the UN? United Nations (UN)? yes. the IDEA

87. Do you believe in karma? yes, it's nothing but a psychological phenomenon

88. Do you agree with the theories of man-induced global warming? yes, but we must not think we have to power to do this. we are insignificant.

89. Do you believe in democracy above all other systems of government? nowadays, there is no option. but yes.

90. Do you agree with Freddie Mercury when he sings "Fat-bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round"? I always agree with Freddie Mercury

91. What is your favorite movie? Moulin Rouge!

92. What is your favorite book? the Harry Potter series and the Inheritance cycle.

93. What is your favorite song? man! what a difficult question. I'll say two: Her Diamonds by Rob Thomas and No Such Thing, by John Mayer. This is not my music style, but a favorite song is a favorite song!

94. What is your favorite city? Belfast and London

95. What is your favorite sport? Surfski (kayak)

96. What is your favorite place in the world? es Caló de sa Torre, Portopetro

97. Are you glad these questions are almost over? yes, 100 are too many for my poor mind!

98. What are you going to do next? publish them and live the real life for a while.

99. Do you anticipate this activity being fun? yes

100. Give us a quote to end on... If you run out of reasons to live, live for nothing!